Archive for the 'Accountability' Category

Choices Lead To Loss

This choice I have made is very difficult for Kirstin. It is very difficult for my children.
For the record, Kirstin and I separated over six months ago after a turbulent seven years. We both feel a divorce is in the best interest of everybody. She has decided that she wants to stay and live […]

July 25 2008

My first day clean and sober. Methadone detox has been an extended visit in hell. Beyond any thing I can describe except extremely fierce throughout this body of mine. But I awoke yesterday free of the worst of it and returned home to my house in the great eastern woods of North Carolina.
It wasn’t easy […]

Anguish and Surprise

To wake up
and find
the truth
hard to swallow
bitter
large
embarrassment
nothing to defend
yet everything
is cause
for concern
surprise
surprise